I am crying everyone’s tears.
I am trying to write an article about how celebrity worship is lame and a distraction from real issues. In the middle of the article I realized how redundant that was though because in writing about it I would be kind of doing the same thing.
Anyway I am tired of hearing about Beyonce; the world is going to shit and all people can think about is manufactured pop divas. I am not saying that people can’t enjoy entertainment but people take this celebrity worship too far. She leaked a new song and you would’ve thought it was produced by Jesus they way people are blathering over it.
Basically Beyonce not paying your bills in fact she does not give a shit about you. The one thing she does care about is if you are buying enough what she is selling to keep her in the lap of luxury.
So enjoy her music if you must but get a life and get off her nuts already.
Another one bites the dust! I used to try to repair my pants when I totally decimated the crouch but these days I am like “fuck it”; these pants are going right in the trash. I remember once I tired to use an iron on patch and after like 15 minutes of my thigh action it fell out in front of people; it totally looked like a panty liner. Anyway even though clothing malfunctions for fat chicks are more critical I am not mad at these pants. My grandma bought these for me at least three years ago; so that’s a pretty good amount of time. RIP BAGGY CORDS.
I think my therapist is tired of me so I am thinking of ways to help myself. I got a new self help book and I really like it; it’s about treating depression through mindfulness. I am not even done with the first chapter yet but it has some good points about how people become more depressed by trying to avoid painful emotions and memories instead of confronting them and moving on.
I avoid a lot of shit but then I find that it makes me isolate and become more fucked than I was in the beginning.
Anyway I am going to finish this workbook and try to apply some of it; will let yall know how it turns out.
This song reminds me of my best friend that dumped me, I have totally moved on but this song says it all perfectly. People teach you lessons even when you are not expecting it.